What about this?

(Think platonically. Read between the lines and note the bold captions)

What if I took my time to love you?

What if I did the things that really mattered?

What if I ran through hoops of disaster?

No one would care if we never made it

We're all in this alone so why don't we just face it

There is no room to blame one another

We just need time to forgive each other

What about love?

What about feeling?

What about all the things that make life worth living?

What about faith?

What about trust?

And tell me ...what about us?

How can I give this friendship a new beginning?

How do I keep my soul believing?

Memories of how we should be keep calling...

I don't know how I got cut so deep, I can't believe I let myself get hurt to this magnitude. Accusations, betrayal, bully.... these are vocabularies that are not familiar to myself. I stand tall with what I've done and I have no regrets. Just plain memories of how it could all work out amazing.

This friendship that I've had to work so hard has just been pissed all over my face and made me look like mud. The wound will take time to heal but the scar remains. However noble the cause of your actions still does not excuse the pain you've incurred. I can only pray hard that this will not affect how I treat my friends in future.

Faith? Trust? I have to learn all over again the true meaning to those words...