Lights are out

It's way past midnight and I can almost hear the birds chirping...

Soft music playing in the background, accompanied by the mechanic sounds of my buzzing laptop...

I'm breathing... inhale... exhale...

I'm alive...

Emotions piled up on top of one another, making me numb to which is which...

Chong Ee Min, what are you doing? What kind of lousy piece of shit have you become? Why do you even let this bug you? Why can't you get a grip of yourself and snap out of it already? Time waits for no man, so why are you standing still? Have you finished moaning? The future is waiting for you to unravel and you're crying over spilled milk! Why do you let this hold on to you like this? Why can't you just move on? A lot of people love you and you're letting them down if you continue to morn over something that's not worth it. You have one hundred and one things to do, you have important deadlines to meet. You have no time for this shit. WAKE UP!!!